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why do we often make ourselves want the things that we can't possibly have? and if we do have it, it's either an imagination or just a dream... things that would go as what we call paradise or simply a fantasy... all those things that we want all our lives and all we could do is just hope that "someday" it would happen.. that "someday" we would have the grasp of that dream we always wanted... someday... someday........ :P

alam niyo ba ung pakiramdam na may gusto ka pero parang wala ka lang para sa kanya?? ung tipong mahalaga siya para sayo pero para sa knya, balewala ka lang?

kung iisipin natin, ganon talaga.. itatatak natin sa isipan natin na huwag na umasa at lahat lahat na.. pero may pagkakataon na ipadarama nila na parang gusto nila tayo pero ang hindi lang natin alam, tayo lang pala nag-iisip na may iba na itong kahulugan.. un pala, akala lang natin un... nagiging extra sweet sila at kung titignan, parang may relasyon na kayong dalawa... pero nabubulag lang tayo sa realidad na may mga bagay na di talaga natin kayang makuha... ung tipong kahit anong pilit nating maniwala na may darating pero parang nawawalan lang tayo ng pag-asa na totoo nga un.. paulit-ulit lang nangyayari.. hanggang sa tumanda tayo sa kaka-intay sa wala...

kaya ako.. di ko iniisip yan.. mapapagod lang ako mag-antay at mag-isip.. alam ko naman na di darating.. sayang lang pagod ko noh.. kaya masaya ako na may mga kaibigan akong laging andiyan.. salamat sa inyo .. :P di ako nawawalan ng pag-asa.. ngek!! biro lang.. haha.. salamat!!!! :)

December 16, 2006

i'm so grateful for having my friends by my side... it struck me to know how they really cherish me as their friend... i am more than happy to have them as well and i would not like to be away from them... last night was so memorable for me... i still have this hang-over about it... i'll never forget how we'd share thoughts to each other... how we spent the day as if it would be the last... it's so good to know that there are people like them that no matter what happen, they would always nurture you for who you are .....

for those people who are there last night... thank you.... and sorry for everything... i love you ... i hope you guys wont forget me.. :P

so many questions yet so little time to answer everything... and sometimes, other questions are being left behind and never answered...

why do we always pretend? why do they pretend ?? why do we fool others and at the same time fool ourselves? making us believe that what we feel is true... we are used to thinking that these people are important to us.. but what we dont know is that we are being selfish as we tell those people the wrong things.. things that arent what we really feel for them...  just for the sake of making them close to us... just to make relationships which are total lies...

how i wish that they would be nice enough to tell us what they really feel... "it's okay if i'm not that important to you, just make sure that what you're telling me is true.. and be honest please.. don't make me realize the things that you dont really feel for me... coz it's hard to believe on the wrong things.. and also to the wrong person"..

i always believed in true love... i've read about it... i, myself has been a witness of this true love... they say that you shouldn't look or either wait for it... it will come... someday, somehow... it's just hard to think that you also have this given that it will really come... as what they say true love is... i just wish that this true love is capable of making everyone happy for theirselves... and is true after all.........