why do we often make ourselves want the things that we can't possibly have? and if we do have it, it's either an imagination or just a dream... things that would go as what we call paradise or simply a fantasy... all those things that we want all our lives and all we could do is just hope that "someday" it would happen.. that "someday" we would have the grasp of that dream we always wanted... someday... someday........ :P