October 30th, 2006

...missing you.... guys....


sophisticated

......................... how i wish we'd never be apart..  i'd never want to have separate ways with you.. i love you so much that i'm willing to spend my whole life with you... you're the one who completes me.. i love you, guys.. :P

Currently feeling: thankful
Posted by sophisticated at 04:55 AM | 10 comments

October 20th, 2006

kasawian...


sophisticated
bakit nga ba natin pinipilit ang ating mga sarili sa taong ayaw naman satin?? bakit kailangang hindi magtugma ang ako at siya?? ganon ba ko kasamang tao para pagkaitan ng ganitong kasiyahan?? dapat ba kong magalit sa taong hindi ako gusto kahit gaano ko pa siya gustuhin? oo nga wala akong karapatan at all... wala lang naman ako eh... pampalipas oras lang... nandiyan lang ako kapag walang magawa o kung walang makausap... alam ko kasiraan kong sabihin to pero bakit hindi... kung sira naman na talaga ako simula ng pumasok ka sa buhay ko... :|
Currently feeling: uncomfortable
Posted by sophisticated at 01:11 PM | 11 comments

October 15th, 2006

i'm in hell.....


sophisticated
how could you say all those things when all you can offer is friendship... i'm not saying that i expected too much... on second thought, maybe i did... but you can't blame me.. it is you who made me feel this... i can't tell you that you fooled me and that you lied to me... i'm just more than happy to know that you're with her... because i know, you'd be happier with her than me... cruel world.....
Currently feeling: moody
Posted by sophisticated at 11:54 AM | 25 comments

October 13th, 2006

just another "dream"...


sophisticated

all the while i thought that you're like this and that... but you're not and even worse is that you made a fool out of me...

all the while i thought that those words you said were true... but then again i realized that words aren't enough to simply tell me how you feel...

all the while i thought you care... but you actually don't and stupid of me, i believed you before...

i don't want to be bitter AT ALL... its just that i want to get this over with... and i hope, i would recover faster... with the help of my friends and family... as if something tragic happened.. :P just for the record, i'm fine ... trust me ... :)

 

Currently feeling: uncomfortable
Posted by sophisticated at 01:02 PM | 3 comments

October 8th, 2006

TOO much of that "illusion"...


sophisticated

i'm so fed up of having this kind of feeling... it burns...

i just don't get it why i have to undergo this over and over again... i just don't learn... :(

Currently feeling: irritated
Posted by sophisticated at 01:18 PM | 3 comments
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